first time in my entire life i feel like a complete failure.

Yesterday(plus Today) has/have been the first time in my entire life,
that I feel like a complete failure.
Now, confirmed have to repeat two modules.
horrible shit.
Stil got Commercial Law to confirm.
*prays hard* will update about it later.

but ah wells.
I'm quite fine.
(Just don't know how bad my Dad is going to react to all these)
but I'm okayy lahs.
It's a perfectly natural thing to feel sad that I'm confirmed to be delaying behind by two modules right?
(PLUS! I want to get married at a young age de! Now I'm delayed! RAWRRRRRR! hehs.)

but I feel fine now.
thanks to alot of people.

A big THANK YOU to my BOYFRIEND.
I'm still kind of apologetic towards him.
'Cause instead of me comforting him,
I had to be comforted when I broke down completely.
(SEE LA! I told you I don't want to check earlier ler lo!)
but thanks for being there for me.
really. THANKYOU JER! :))

A big THANK YOU to FLOR.
I think I kind of got you worried when I did my crying over the phone.
LOLS.
not the first time right?
:P
thanks for trying to cheer me up :))
*hugs*

A big THANK YOU to the girls + Anu!
I felt happy being able to meet them.
As in genuinely happy and enjoying myself yesterday despite the bad news.
YAY! we're meeting up again.

A big THANKYOU to KHAIBOON aka FEIFEI.
He helped me re-focus my thoughts totally.
He reminded me that I have alot of other things to be happy about.
and indeed.
I should be happier about my mummy getting better.
and I should be happy that I have lots of true friends who really cares.
and I should be even happier that my relationship with Jer is reaching THREE years already.
:))

A big THANKYOU to two of my UNI FRENS, MARK n SAMUEL KOH.
thanks Mark for offering to do breakfast w me so as to cheer me up and snap me out of my totally down state.
and thanks to samuel koh for calling up immediately to comfort me the moment he knew I didnt do well.

let me see ah.
I have two BIG reasons (hopefully not 3) to be sad about.
But I have so many MANY reasons to be happy about.
limjiaxin, you shouldn't stay sad.
Cheer up.